I normally write on a word document first then paste the writing on the blog space to give my self the time to review and amend my mistakes. This time I am not doing this as I realized that life doesn't give people the time to AMEND their mistakes or re-write their life stories. It is only one life that we live, so, we either make it or break it.

I wake up every morning with the hope that this day will bring all the joy in life to me and to my family and people I care for or love. Some times this wish is granted and some times it just takes a little bit of effort to make it a reality and some other times it feels impossible to obtain. Today I realized that I should say (THANK GOD) every day even if happiness is a difficult thing to obtain - happiness is relative people.

Do you know when you suddenly get a feeling that says "something will happen- I feel that something not very good will happen!!!".... With time you lose the feeling but eventually something happens. It doesn’t have to be bad as it can be good. For the last week this feeling was with me daily... and at the end I said to my self "what God has in store for me - I will eventually see it. No one can stop the inevitable". This morning a friend of mine came forward and told me that she has Cancer and I said "that is it..."

I was in shock - and still am - after I knew the details. She is young and she is a beautiful person- inside out! But - can I do something to help her. This is exactly what makes me feel so helpless- not being able to help her!!!

I won't go into details as this is a very delicate matter ...but please- pray for her. Pray for her whenever you remember her after reading this blog. May God be with us all.

Regards,

H.